I look like this: :D

It's nearly Christmas :D

And I've been stuck inside all day, I hate snow and ice, and I'm feeling so freaking lonely right now :O I haven't seen any of my good friends in ages, :( stupid swine flu in the last week of term. I should really make the effort to call them up or something but meh, I'm actually far too lazy for that. Even though Carly's just around the corner xD

I should do something productive, like catch up on all my work or revise for my biology exam that's coming up in Jan, but actually, all I've done is play pokémon, read take a break and do loads of pointless quizes online. And I'm sitting here in eeyore and piglet pjs, with fluffy slipper boots. man I'm attractive.

I've always wondered, why do people make such an effort to be nice to others this time of year, surely, if Jesus was real, he'd want people to be nice all year round and not just because they're going to get presents at the end of it? I enjoy giving gifts to others, but it really annoys me when some people are just so selfish about things like that, and just want to know what they can get out of things, it's quite sad really.

I spent the weekend with Alex :D I really have no idea how he puts up with me, I'm so immature and childlike, who gets amused at small things. I love spending time with him, he sees all of my craziness and hears all my vocalised weirdness and it's suprising that he hasn't run fifteen miles in my opposite direction.

I'm doing this out of sheer boredom while I wait for my food to cook. I've never been one for cooking, like when I tried to make pancakes, I couldn't flip them and I ended up with an inedible ball of half cooked dough stuff. It made me sad, and I still have a craving for them, months later. Can someone who can make decent pancakes please contact me? I'll make you a drawing :D

Hello There

I'm going to be honest here, I do not see the point in this, but I think I am going insane from boredom and this will entertain me, even if it is just for an hour or so, but it's been snowing and although it's gorgeous, it's a bit too cold for me :P





I'm Jess, Jessika, Jessie, whatever the hell you wanna call me :D
Seventeen, with dark brown midlength hair, and I'm naturally tanned all year round ;)

So, currently, I am unemployed but still in school, studying at A-level in my first year. Psychology, Biology, English literature and language, and Drama ^^ I'm an academic and I have to say I'm enjoying my courses immensely, especially psychology, a subject I have never studied before and a lot of people seem to be finding it extremely difficult, but I'm happy to say I seem to be naturally good at it, getting a grade A in my first test :D if I continue like this perhaps it's a career I could look into? I still don't know what I want to do at university, if I can afford to go. All I know is I enjoy learning and want to achieve something brilliant in my life as I have grown up, in well, the bottom half of the social heirachy. I want to help people, and I seem to be drawn to psychiatry, but I don't know if I can handle studying up to a PhD level? Oh well, seems I have quite a while to decide, even if some of my friends already have mapped out their lives xD

I don't want to grow up, I want to replay my childhood and edit out the bad parts that kept me up all night. In less than a year I'm going to be eighteen and my mother will begin pressuring me to pay her, or move out, seeing as she will no longer get child benefits for me... and I know she will do this as she did it to my brother, but much earlier. I won't allow her to do this to me, however, until she no longer by law has to look after me xD

I guess you'd like to know a bit more about who I am, right? Well, I wear glasses and a lot of the time I can't be bothered to do my make-up, but that's ok, I have good skin (: I collect anything with Hello Kitty on it, and have been playing pokemon since I was about five and I freaking love it :D I am a very honest person and I cannot abide people who lie purely to save themselves from confrontation, I respect people so much if they tell me why they're annoyed at me, directly to me, rather than telling anyone else- it's so cowardly. I have a lot of friends, but I know the majority of them aren't really true friends. They're just people I enjoy spending time with, but I do not trust them with anything, as they have proven to me in many ways they can't be trusted. I have one real best friend and have known her for literally my whole life, she's bloody fantastic and I know I can truely trust her, even if at times she does annoy the fuck outta me. But I tell her, and although she may get into a bit of a strop, we never really fall out at all. I have about two or three other friends I can turn to, and would trust with certain things but wouldn't drop everything to help me. I am also in a relationship, and he is awesome :D Funny, sweet and caring, and strangely enough, actually seems to like me, and not just what I look like, which seems to be a first xD as most guys I've ever had things with seem to mess me around or just like me 'cos I'm pretty. Which really isn't good enough for me, and I am a confident enough girl to tell them to fuck off and go find the plastic barbie whore they dream of.

I love animals, and I have five beautiful cats, and recently acquired a german shepard husky cross breed puppy and she's gorgeous! But a complete terror, she's pooping EVERWHERE.
I'm a fan of showing individuality, though I'm not going to say there's noone like me, because I'm sure that somewhere out there, there is, and I cannot wait to meet her ;) I think piercings are pretty and have my lip, nose, bellybutton, tongue and my ears done twice, and I've also stretched my ear to a 12mm and currently am wearing a gorgeous red jewelled tunnel in it.

This entertained me for a while but now I'm bored, and I most likely will post again out of boredom, or if I want to rant about something. Or bitch about someone ;)